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I joined the graduation of my oldest brother and sister yesterday. They looked so great with their costume. There are so many achievements that they have been got during in my school. They have been did their best for their self and our school. How proud I am to have them. I saw the bright light inside them and I try to reflect my self. 

                Started from that moment, I think that there is no two months later to jump into twelve grade. Sometimes there is a question inside my heart, am I ready to fight with the final exam in twelve grade? Or will I enter the university that I want. But, I must erase my doubt, keep struggle and never give up just like my oldest brother and sister did. I cannot mention what I feel, it mix together. First, I am afraid that I cannot do my best in the next grade and I am afraid that I cannot keep my commitment to my self. Second, how happy I am that nearly I will enter the university as we know that I will be a mature woman. I think there will be more responsibilities I have, such as study harder, keep and increasing my score, also be a good senior for my little brother and sister. Hopefully I can past my twelve as what I want amin.

   

My Letter for my soul

Hi My Soul Salma,
                Good morning, miss cheerful. How is your day in 12 grade? Is it better than the grade before? Or may be harder?
                Salma, let me know your scream! Yeeaahh. So glad to know that know you are really in the end of journey in senior high school. I think, you have been wait this moment. The moment that you will fly up high to university. Absolutely it is not as easy as you think to end up. That’s all your choice what type of ending do you want. The highest grade in your senior high school, so many things you will face. From try out, small exam until the biggest one. Don’t forget to prepare everything  before the big exam face you girl. You must have a list what you wanna do in the first, second and third week. Everything you wanna do, it will be better if you have the schedule. Be closer to God, from the sunnah pray until the fardhu one. Fasting also the important thing to do. Be a good daughter, friends and students also senior. When the saturation come, remember about your family and teachers. Remember about the shining future, what you wanna be. The university still waiting for your coming.

As usual be 12 grades is so heavy. You must make all balance. Not only about the subject but also about everything near you. You live in dormitory, you still have so many young sisters and brothers that sometimes need advices from you. Be patient. They have so many characteristic, of course you need more silence time to study a lot but the fact sometimes our lovely sisters and brothers loud too much and don’t feel what we feel. It just need how mature you are, don’t angry too much, they also still don’t know what to do.

Keep fighting! Keep shining girl!

                                                                                                                               From your soul Salma

  

Big Hill

              

Twelve Grader, What do you think about it? Senior? Exam? University? Stress? Try out? Yup, everything you can get in this grade, so complete. Become a twelve grade absolutely make me so proud, because I am the oldest person in the school that every young sisters and brothers respect and love me. But there is a burden that also not light. The really last exam have been in front of my eyes, just like my life and dead on that exam. It can be say like “Nano Nano”, the feeling can be happy, unpatient, optimists, pessimist, agitated, sad, every feeling become one. I just like a bird that to be prepare to fly high everywhere I want easily.

There’s also fear feeling inside every new twelve grade students, especially me. From imagine the final exam, try out, school exam, snmptn, or the badness thing is thinking if I cannot pass the exam or unaccepted in the university what we want. Then sometimes we feel so hesitant with ourselves, am I really ready to face and fight the final exam? But all of the feeling can be disappear if we always try, don’t give up and closer to God.

I have a lot of hopes in my heart. I hope that in the twelve grade, the teacher will so kind and good to share their knowledges so I always connect with them, my classmates will easily to adaption and sharing, will pass this grade faster than what I expected, not wasting the time, I hope I can keep my commitment to my self and I hope God always make it smooth amiin.

Alhamdulilah, God gives me the good habit that can be my sword to fight the exam, diligent. Although sometimes there is a lazy thing, ya I’m still a teenagers. But with this characteristic I believe I can pass 12 grade like what I hope. My power will always I save and be my sword to fight with the exam.

Little Things

I love the way you laugh

That always cheers me up when I’m sad

I love the way you smile

That always warming my self when my heart so cold

                I love the way you fullfil my life

                That always beside me forever and ever

                I love the way you coloring my day

                That always make me better

I love you for all these little things

And for a million others too

But, most of all, for what I am

Whenever I’m with you

You are Irreplaceble

            Look at this video gals! Sometimes a relationship need a sacrifice. Moreover a relationship between son and his father. How the father love his son. Really inspiring me so. Check this out!

My Power Puff Girl

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hen I was in elementary school, I had two best friends called Dea and Via. Our group called Power Puff Girl. We choose that name because we were consist of three girls that very power full, we thought. Dea was a quite and smart girl and Via was a moody girl also she had beautiful and health hair. This friendship started from second grade. Although we had different characteristic but we always understood, loved, cared and kept each other. We had a same hobby, traditional dance. Our parents also became closer like us. Our placement in the class was always near each other everyday. When I celebrated my birthday, my group would always came and gave a nice gift.

The story had been changed...

In the third grade, there was a friend called Anita who also in the same class like us, she was Dea’s cousin. One day, I didn’t know why Dea and Via started to stay away from me. They tried to ignore what I say and tried to move their place to the place which near with Anita. I tried to call them, but again they pretended to do not hear me. Day by day Dea and Via became closer to Anita. I never know why they did it to me until now. Every time I asked why did they change, they never answered my question, they just walked away in front of me, like I was a wind for them. Not only asked why but I tried to ask apologize although I didn’t know what is my fault but they never respected me. I was crying  all the day and angry to them. 

Then.....

 I got another new friends that accept me. I started to adapt with this situation. Since that day, I never had a chat with Dea and Via anymore. They were so cruel, I thought that this thing happened because Anita said something bad about me. Maybe because Anita was jealous with our friendship. Or maybe because she had not have friend in the class. So, I pass my third class with this situation. My mom said that I must be calm and be patient, “Now you have another new friend, just enjoy your class with this new friend.”.

Until...

The last day of that grade came, I didn’t know why suddenly Anita, Dea and Via asked apologize to me. I was confuse, why they did that? Maybe Dea’s mother said something to them, I knew it because her mom was very kind to me. Some days ago before they asked apologize, Dea’s mother asked me some question about our friendship. Without any doubt I just accepted  their apologize and forgot what had been they did to me. From that day, my two best friends came into my life again. But I never forgot to my new friends also. This Power Puff Girl became one again until we graduated from elementary school.

Thankyou Old Partner

    Not only friendship about someone with another one, I mean human relation. But in this video you will see how loyal an animal to the human. This video come from Korea and really touching. Okey,  I will not talk too much, just enjoy it gals! :D