Ready?

I joined the graduation of my oldest brother and sister yesterday. They looked so great with their costume. There are so many achievements that they have been got during in my school. They have been did their best for their self and our school. How proud I am to have them. I saw the bright light inside them and I try to reflect my self. 

                Started from that moment, I think that there is no two months later to jump into twelve grade. Sometimes there is a question inside my heart, am I ready to fight with the final exam in twelve grade? Or will I enter the university that I want. But, I must erase my doubt, keep struggle and never give up just like my oldest brother and sister did. I cannot mention what I feel, it mix together. First, I am afraid that I cannot do my best in the next grade and I am afraid that I cannot keep my commitment to my self. Second, how happy I am that nearly I will enter the university as we know that I will be a mature woman. I think there will be more responsibilities I have, such as study harder, keep and increasing my score, also be a good senior for my little brother and sister. Hopefully I can past my twelve as what I want amin.