Ready?

I joined the graduation of my oldest brother and sister yesterday. They looked so great with their costume. There are so many achievements that they have been got during in my school. They have been did their best for their self and our school. How proud I am to have them. I saw the bright light inside them and I try to reflect my self. 

                Started from that moment, I think that there is no two months later to jump into twelve grade. Sometimes there is a question inside my heart, am I ready to fight with the final exam in twelve grade? Or will I enter the university that I want. But, I must erase my doubt, keep struggle and never give up just like my oldest brother and sister did. I cannot mention what I feel, it mix together. First, I am afraid that I cannot do my best in the next grade and I am afraid that I cannot keep my commitment to my self. Second, how happy I am that nearly I will enter the university as we know that I will be a mature woman. I think there will be more responsibilities I have, such as study harder, keep and increasing my score, also be a good senior for my little brother and sister. Hopefully I can past my twelve as what I want amin.

   

My Letter for my soul

Hi My Soul Salma,
                Good morning, miss cheerful. How is your day in 12 grade? Is it better than the grade before? Or may be harder?
                Salma, let me know your scream! Yeeaahh. So glad to know that know you are really in the end of journey in senior high school. I think, you have been wait this moment. The moment that you will fly up high to university. Absolutely it is not as easy as you think to end up. That’s all your choice what type of ending do you want. The highest grade in your senior high school, so many things you will face. From try out, small exam until the biggest one. Don’t forget to prepare everything  before the big exam face you girl. You must have a list what you wanna do in the first, second and third week. Everything you wanna do, it will be better if you have the schedule. Be closer to God, from the sunnah pray until the fardhu one. Fasting also the important thing to do. Be a good daughter, friends and students also senior. When the saturation come, remember about your family and teachers. Remember about the shining future, what you wanna be. The university still waiting for your coming.

As usual be 12 grades is so heavy. You must make all balance. Not only about the subject but also about everything near you. You live in dormitory, you still have so many young sisters and brothers that sometimes need advices from you. Be patient. They have so many characteristic, of course you need more silence time to study a lot but the fact sometimes our lovely sisters and brothers loud too much and don’t feel what we feel. It just need how mature you are, don’t angry too much, they also still don’t know what to do.

Keep fighting! Keep shining girl!

                                                                                                                               From your soul Salma

  

Big Hill

              

Twelve Grader, What do you think about it? Senior? Exam? University? Stress? Try out? Yup, everything you can get in this grade, so complete. Become a twelve grade absolutely make me so proud, because I am the oldest person in the school that every young sisters and brothers respect and love me. But there is a burden that also not light. The really last exam have been in front of my eyes, just like my life and dead on that exam. It can be say like “Nano Nano”, the feeling can be happy, unpatient, optimists, pessimist, agitated, sad, every feeling become one. I just like a bird that to be prepare to fly high everywhere I want easily.

There’s also fear feeling inside every new twelve grade students, especially me. From imagine the final exam, try out, school exam, snmptn, or the badness thing is thinking if I cannot pass the exam or unaccepted in the university what we want. Then sometimes we feel so hesitant with ourselves, am I really ready to face and fight the final exam? But all of the feeling can be disappear if we always try, don’t give up and closer to God.

I have a lot of hopes in my heart. I hope that in the twelve grade, the teacher will so kind and good to share their knowledges so I always connect with them, my classmates will easily to adaption and sharing, will pass this grade faster than what I expected, not wasting the time, I hope I can keep my commitment to my self and I hope God always make it smooth amiin.

Alhamdulilah, God gives me the good habit that can be my sword to fight the exam, diligent. Although sometimes there is a lazy thing, ya I’m still a teenagers. But with this characteristic I believe I can pass 12 grade like what I hope. My power will always I save and be my sword to fight with the exam.

Little Things

I love the way you laugh

That always cheers me up when I’m sad

I love the way you smile

That always warming my self when my heart so cold

                I love the way you fullfil my life

                That always beside me forever and ever

                I love the way you coloring my day

                That always make me better

I love you for all these little things

And for a million others too

But, most of all, for what I am

Whenever I’m with you

You are Irreplaceble

            Look at this video gals! Sometimes a relationship need a sacrifice. Moreover a relationship between son and his father. How the father love his son. Really inspiring me so. Check this out!

My Power Puff Girl

W

hen I was in elementary school, I had two best friends called Dea and Via. Our group called Power Puff Girl. We choose that name because we were consist of three girls that very power full, we thought. Dea was a quite and smart girl and Via was a moody girl also she had beautiful and health hair. This friendship started from second grade. Although we had different characteristic but we always understood, loved, cared and kept each other. We had a same hobby, traditional dance. Our parents also became closer like us. Our placement in the class was always near each other everyday. When I celebrated my birthday, my group would always came and gave a nice gift.

The story had been changed...

In the third grade, there was a friend called Anita who also in the same class like us, she was Dea’s cousin. One day, I didn’t know why Dea and Via started to stay away from me. They tried to ignore what I say and tried to move their place to the place which near with Anita. I tried to call them, but again they pretended to do not hear me. Day by day Dea and Via became closer to Anita. I never know why they did it to me until now. Every time I asked why did they change, they never answered my question, they just walked away in front of me, like I was a wind for them. Not only asked why but I tried to ask apologize although I didn’t know what is my fault but they never respected me. I was crying  all the day and angry to them. 

Then.....

 I got another new friends that accept me. I started to adapt with this situation. Since that day, I never had a chat with Dea and Via anymore. They were so cruel, I thought that this thing happened because Anita said something bad about me. Maybe because Anita was jealous with our friendship. Or maybe because she had not have friend in the class. So, I pass my third class with this situation. My mom said that I must be calm and be patient, “Now you have another new friend, just enjoy your class with this new friend.”.

Until...

The last day of that grade came, I didn’t know why suddenly Anita, Dea and Via asked apologize to me. I was confuse, why they did that? Maybe Dea’s mother said something to them, I knew it because her mom was very kind to me. Some days ago before they asked apologize, Dea’s mother asked me some question about our friendship. Without any doubt I just accepted  their apologize and forgot what had been they did to me. From that day, my two best friends came into my life again. But I never forgot to my new friends also. This Power Puff Girl became one again until we graduated from elementary school.

Thankyou Old Partner

    Not only friendship about someone with another one, I mean human relation. But in this video you will see how loyal an animal to the human. This video come from Korea and really touching. Okey,  I will not talk too much, just enjoy it gals! :D

Rainbow Will Come

“When I was just a little girl

 I ask my mother what will I be

Will I be pretty?

Will I be rich?

Hear what she said to me

Que sera-sera whatever will be will be

The future not ours to see Que sera-sera

What will be will be”

         Do you ever hear that song? I think yes. So related with that song that have a title Que sera-sera, I want to tell a story based on a true story. Enjoy it!

Someday in January 14th 1996 born a lovely girl in Malang. Her name is Mutia. This little girl has a curly hair and brown skin. Also she has a warm and nicely family. Her father is a lecturer in a university and her mom too. Ongky is her old brother, which is very annoying sometimes. Day by day she grows up with the cheerfulness.

        The time to enter the primary school has come. A week, a month and a year pass. But she has some problem with her physically. With her pureness, she doesn’t know why her friends in primary school mock her because of her physically. Very often, she goes back home with tears. And start from that day she become shier and unconfidence girl, she thinks that she is the ugliest person in the world. Until she is afraid to meet some one and tries to hide her self.  Her parents know what is their daughter problem. They try to erase that bad thing. So her mom has some solution for her daughter. She sends this little girl in traditional dance group. Hopefully with this activity Mutia can erase her shyness because she will perform in front of many peoples.

        Absolutely, this is not an instant thing. Mutia needs almost 4 years to erase her shyness. The harder thing is change her mindset of herself. Mutia tries to not heed  what her friend’s mock. She thinks that no body perfect and every person will have their own weakness. By that traditional dance, she increase her confidence. From perform only in the school area until she joins the big event such as the opening of Abdulrahman Saleh Airport, opening of PON (Pekan Olahraga Nasional) and so many events she join. She want to prove that “I can do something better than you who always mock me.”

         And at the end, Mutia succeed to erase her shyness. She always try to make her badness gone.

So friends, never thinking that you are the worst person in the world because no body perfect and if you want some changes of your badness you can do it! Only how you intend for that changes.

Happy 2013!

                                                  R   Ready for the change

                                                  E    Evaluate our self

                                                  S   Start to do something better

                                                  O  Open our mind

                                                  L    Let’s try to apply 7 habits

                                                  U  Use some new strategy

                                                  T   Tell yourself you can do it

                                                  I     Important thing must put in the front

                                                                                   O  Obliterate your badness

                                                  N   Never forget to God 

        Many peoples have their own way to celebrate this new year. Some of them celebrate with her family, boyfriend or best friend. And any where, foreign country, village, summit or at home may be. It’s not important how we celebrate it, but the important thing is how good we make a new resolution. But in fact not every people make a resolution, may be because they don’t know the aim of resolution. May be if everyone know the advantages of this “magic”, I believe everyone will do the same.

             So in this new year I think everyone want all of better thing come, same as me. May be the previous year I did some task without my best so the result would not the best too. Evaluate my self is the auspicious thing to change my self, I think. Because no body perfect so that’s the normal thing, it will unnormal if you never try to change your badness.

             In 2013 I want more focus with all of my subjects. Sometimes this much subjects make us confuse which one must be done first. With the experience before so I can make some new strategy to study. Make a daily plan, weekly plan, monthly plan also yearly plan. It makes me easier to isolated which one must done first. The teacher explanation is the one that must to be unmissed. Actually when the teacher seriously teach us and we seriously pervade it, it really help us to understand about the subject.

             There is no “GALAU” anymore. I must aligning my mind that I can do anything if I want to learn and try. This virus mostly attack teenagers, like me. Some hours ago, I were confuse what is the prevention of this problem. And I remember about 7 habits. Now is the time to apply the 7 habits “Yeeeeey”. Although it’s quite hard for the first time but never give up to change yourself to be better.

                Okay gals, hopefully our resolution in this year will smoothly come true “Amiin”. The one that must not forgotten is pray. God never sleep, always listen what his creature prayer and always gives the best thing for his creature. Be ready with your own resolution guys!