Ready?

I joined the graduation of my oldest brother and sister yesterday. They looked so great with their costume. There are so many achievements that they have been got during in my school. They have been did their best for their self and our school. How proud I am to have them. I saw the bright light inside them and I try to reflect my self. 

                Started from that moment, I think that there is no two months later to jump into twelve grade. Sometimes there is a question inside my heart, am I ready to fight with the final exam in twelve grade? Or will I enter the university that I want. But, I must erase my doubt, keep struggle and never give up just like my oldest brother and sister did. I cannot mention what I feel, it mix together. First, I am afraid that I cannot do my best in the next grade and I am afraid that I cannot keep my commitment to my self. Second, how happy I am that nearly I will enter the university as we know that I will be a mature woman. I think there will be more responsibilities I have, such as study harder, keep and increasing my score, also be a good senior for my little brother and sister. Hopefully I can past my twelve as what I want amin.

   

My Letter for my soul

Hi My Soul Salma,
                Good morning, miss cheerful. How is your day in 12 grade? Is it better than the grade before? Or may be harder?
                Salma, let me know your scream! Yeeaahh. So glad to know that know you are really in the end of journey in senior high school. I think, you have been wait this moment. The moment that you will fly up high to university. Absolutely it is not as easy as you think to end up. That’s all your choice what type of ending do you want. The highest grade in your senior high school, so many things you will face. From try out, small exam until the biggest one. Don’t forget to prepare everything  before the big exam face you girl. You must have a list what you wanna do in the first, second and third week. Everything you wanna do, it will be better if you have the schedule. Be closer to God, from the sunnah pray until the fardhu one. Fasting also the important thing to do. Be a good daughter, friends and students also senior. When the saturation come, remember about your family and teachers. Remember about the shining future, what you wanna be. The university still waiting for your coming.

As usual be 12 grades is so heavy. You must make all balance. Not only about the subject but also about everything near you. You live in dormitory, you still have so many young sisters and brothers that sometimes need advices from you. Be patient. They have so many characteristic, of course you need more silence time to study a lot but the fact sometimes our lovely sisters and brothers loud too much and don’t feel what we feel. It just need how mature you are, don’t angry too much, they also still don’t know what to do.

Keep fighting! Keep shining girl!

                                                                                                                               From your soul Salma

  

Big Hill

              

Twelve Grader, What do you think about it? Senior? Exam? University? Stress? Try out? Yup, everything you can get in this grade, so complete. Become a twelve grade absolutely make me so proud, because I am the oldest person in the school that every young sisters and brothers respect and love me. But there is a burden that also not light. The really last exam have been in front of my eyes, just like my life and dead on that exam. It can be say like “Nano Nano”, the feeling can be happy, unpatient, optimists, pessimist, agitated, sad, every feeling become one. I just like a bird that to be prepare to fly high everywhere I want easily.

There’s also fear feeling inside every new twelve grade students, especially me. From imagine the final exam, try out, school exam, snmptn, or the badness thing is thinking if I cannot pass the exam or unaccepted in the university what we want. Then sometimes we feel so hesitant with ourselves, am I really ready to face and fight the final exam? But all of the feeling can be disappear if we always try, don’t give up and closer to God.

I have a lot of hopes in my heart. I hope that in the twelve grade, the teacher will so kind and good to share their knowledges so I always connect with them, my classmates will easily to adaption and sharing, will pass this grade faster than what I expected, not wasting the time, I hope I can keep my commitment to my self and I hope God always make it smooth amiin.

Alhamdulilah, God gives me the good habit that can be my sword to fight the exam, diligent. Although sometimes there is a lazy thing, ya I’m still a teenagers. But with this characteristic I believe I can pass 12 grade like what I hope. My power will always I save and be my sword to fight with the exam.